@Jasper10,
Your philosophy is based around your inability to understand scientific explanations, or explanations in general.
That's it, if there was anything else you wouldn't be going round and round in circles convincing nobody.
That's it, in all the time you've been here you've convinced nobody, not one person.
That should tell you something, but it won't because your vanity won't allow it.
You'd rather believe you have something special which give you a sense of clarity beyond us mere mortals.
Even that's not special, we can all lie in pseudo solipsism while in trance like slumber, imagining we're constructing the universe, understanding everything, convincing ourselves we're some sort of chosen one, a messiah, maybe even the godhead itself.
It's easily done, most people have done it, and most can see it for what it is.
But not you.