before you scroll, there's no picts posted here.
pervs.
This has to do with a past 'indiscretion' of mine that has come back to bite me in the arse.
When I was younger I was pretty wild and stupid. I allowed my boyfriend at the time to take picts of me that were pretty nasty. I took my share of him too. Well, you get the idea.
He happens to be a musician, and we ended badly. I thought all the picts, tapes, and evidence were destroyed. Granted, there were times I was pretty out of it, so I guess I didn't get all of them.
Here I am years later, and a guy I know asks me " Hey, did you pose for some pictures for *&&^&* ? Because there are pictures of a girl that looks just like you plastered all over on these posters. "
I went to check it out and it was fuckin' ME!!
I am pissed. These posters are where people I know will see them. He has them in venues and the batard went so far as to say he was going to incorporate them into a cd slip.
I've gone on a rampage trying to destroy all these posters, but there's not a hell of al ot i can do about the original. I'm screwed.
So, fine, I'll deal.
Except my recent ex is a musician too. We ended ok and all that, but it is so recent, and I am sure he has seen these posters. He called me last night and hinted around it. I think he has the wrong idea and it has hurt his feelings.
Is it worth it to call him and explain this, or am I just going to sound like a crazy biotch? Should I just let the ex think what he will?
I still care about him, and we said goodbye knowing that later down the road we will have a friendship again.
I just don't know. I'm confused and pissed I led such a careless past.
Help?!!