But at some point he started to act weird, he once told me that his girl bf was better without makeup than me and kept sometimes saying to me some things that kinda lowed my self estime and I even started comparing myself to her and wondering why is he still talking to me if all of what he saying was that the girl was better than me in every way. I don't understand why he was acting like that , I've never talked of my guys bfs to him so that he needed to take revenge... and now I'm constantly thinking that maybe its the best to stop talking to him. I feel like I'm trapped in a toxic environment
Hi - sorry about that - you do know what to do you said it right here "..now I'm constantly thinking that maybe its the best to stop talking to him. I feel like I'm trapped in a toxic environment..."
You are in a toxic environment, you do not need to be trapped. You are constantly thinking that maybe its best to stop talking to him - you know why you are constantly thinking that? Because it is probably best for you. You just need someone to say yes you are right.
You are also right about his words lowering your self esteem. I take it he is doing exactly that - saying these cruel things to lower your self esteem. You are better than that - dump his a$$.