Are these lyrics any good?

Hey!
I sometimes just write down some lyrics when I feel like it and was wondering if these are any good.
They kinda sound a bit overdramatic/ cheesy and I really don't know what to think about them. So I'd hope to hear some criticism - please by honest!

Thank you a lot!



What's my purpose in life?
My reason to live - why I'm alive?
Keep that out your mind, they say.
There'll come better times, it'll be alright.
But how to look forward, if all's hopeless, without meaning?
When it's hard to survive, to not try to die - to avoid suicide?

Talk bout how happiness is just a choice...
How you just have to give your best and work...
But how do that if you've got a voice,
that constantly reminds you of your hurt?
That you can't ignore, that can't be defeated.
That you live with day by day tryin' to find joy in little things,
that just vanish after you start to think.

After you use ur mind,
there's only depression you'll find.

So tell me how can I choose to be happy?
If I am not able to choose how I feel?