@PUNKEY,
Every morning is painful. I deal with great ammount of anxiety and depressive thoughts. Also a bit paranoid of being brainwashed and of other people. People who's allowed these people in their lives, who might come from conditions not accepted by society and the political climate. It doesn't matter how hard you try to talk to these people or try to convince them. They're forever scarred by their past and the political climate that's shaped them. Many come from foster homes or have parents addicted to alcohol or drugs. They're good-hearted but have personal problems beyond. It's best to not interfere with them in certain situations. This is what the typical and ideal family situation look like for them to get help:
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But sometimes there's still problem, for instance the culture migration to the United States of America enabled a lot of families to start over or to flee from political or religious oppression. Suburbia is a lot different from the city projects that also exists here. People in these places work as teachers, police officers or in offices as technicians or other positions. There's plenty of education opportunities and a lot of schools and daycare centres. I went to 10 year school program from age 6 to 15, then another program from 16 to 19 and then uni and now im working full time. When I grew up there was a lot of problems for instance gang problems, also problem with narcotics that's completed boomed. Everywhere I go I see people smoking heroin or hashisch.
I lost many people going through school, they're probably dead, in prison or addicted to drugs. Much have not been part of my life because I chose a different path even though sometimes it might have crossed and I were very clear with my intentions. But I can't comprehend or evaluate more than what I see (could there be something I am missing). This causes me a lot of anxiety and guilt. It's the same as it's always been is something I've heard from people. I don't think that is what they mean they're just intonating what's going on. I know that I am not completly secure and that I'm powerless towards these infinite and gruesome powers that's affecting our society. Maybe it's too late - or something happened? I wish I could give some important advice but I can't. I am immobilized by the fact of my powerlessness. Please consider another lifestyle. This started long ago before nine eleven and the terrorist attack in the US and Europe. And it's not quite common for these people to spot you when you go somewhere, like in James Bond when they peak around the corner. We're completly powerless, and they're not listening. When the planes hit the towers I knew everything had changed, minutes later the south tower collapsed. We lost many people, it's such a shame. Thank god I'm just a stranger, and is not affecting people's family? Because they're going through such tradgedy and shame. I wish that people would do the same as me, and turn their lives around. But they're affected by strong leaders and gang culture. Or are part of the rainbow society, so things are gonna be a lot different on that part. People talk about a genocide over in syria, and many people might be affected by that, also the holocaust back in the 1930's and 1940's in Europe. If we can't solve problems and there's no knowledge on how to solve the problem or documentation, how can we be so straightforward?
How much that's printed in the books are real and how much is falsehood? How much power is necessary? I feel that I've deserved my privacy going through these years in public schooling and that this is not an appropriate behavior approaching problem in this radical way. I think you're a megalomaniac and wishes to be alone. Like I've explained people from these projects can be going through something else than just laziness. I have to deal with these accusations everyday. Why didn't you do anything different? And they don't even want to hear what you say. They're very radical and progressive, they think they have the solution or are afraid or brainwashed. Besides if you're a woman there's not much that I can do, you're left alone to your oppressors grip or the authorities. It's a lonely life, and you might be a prostitute.
You wouldn't act that way if a multimilionaire homosexual is looking for you and wants to give you shame. It's not very pleasing, trying to explain why things are the way they are, and how you deal with you problems. They won't listen - you're left in their sickening and torment. It's a very hot political climate, there's a lot of pride and very little respect for little children. I wouldn't expect a kid in the near future, and I don't need your services. Please go away!
They want to push into a rampage with their horrible child pornography or sodomy. You need to go back to school or get a job. Maybe you can work part time or study part time so you get time to think. Many these people are anti-social or come from these conditions themselves. It's very frustrating dealing with this kind of personality, like I said I feel like I've earned my privacy from being open and listen to different people everyday and socialized with these people. They want to offer you their services, and you're very bad at saying no, something that's very frustrating. If you've watched movies people are often very rude, that's why - problem solved. This person have to this day taken 5 years from my life, it's very frustrating. Walk away - move on! I'm not hurt - they're trying to provoke you with sodomy and child pornography. People in big cities are rude - because of criminals!
STOP
//TooFriendly112
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