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Tue 15 Nov, 2016 09:27 pm
Being at my home is hell. Everyone always judges me , cut me down , their vain , thoughtless and rude. Plus it's a blended family and it's gotten worse. I can move out now because I'm 18 but I do not have much money and I'm still in high school. Anyways I'm sick of all of them. My parent and sibling.
Also they are not supportive of the trauma I went through a while ago. They never seem too care and ask how I'm doing.
I feel like killing myself because I can not take another day of pain. Of course I can't tell them my problems with them because they don't understand. . I'm crying in my room tonight and their all out having their fun. They exclude me from it. I wish they were kind to me but they aren't. It seems I'm the only kind one in my house. I know that when I have a family I'll never discrimate and critize my spouse , their kids or my kids if it's a blended family.
Shame on them.
@Deanna1,
In what ways are they judging you?
Do you act differently than they do? Or, I should ask, do they act differently than you do?
What trauma did you go through that they are not supportive of?
Don't kill yourself, your life's just beginning. If you are in America, here is the suicide protection hotline:
1-800-273-8255
All this will pass. Give them a call just to talk. Life is precious. Your life is precious.