Re: My Creativity's dun gone. i wanna paint , but Im stalled
farmerman wrote:1Got the time
2 More paint than Sherwin williams
3Ive got a quire of de ARches 300 lb
4 I cant seem to get in gear
Today I drove over to st Croix to do some Sketching and a scene of the rocks at low tide. i got my **** together,found a great spot, schlepped all my gear to a perfect spot.
Sat there like a retarded clam. nothin , I could not even pick up a pencil to draw. I couldnt force myself. So I drove over to ST STephen and had a tim Hortons. Got all sugared up and then came back to my spot. the tide was full out and the rocks were great, good shadows as the sun took over from the fog. i took a few pictures and said, Ill work from the pictures.
That is so bogus. i want to do my en plein air crap.
i need some serious art counseling here. What takes you out of park. ? I rarely have these bouts, but these last 2 weeks or so, Im in a creative funk.
If this is a mid life crisis thing, thats great cuz it means Im gonna live to be at least 110.
im sitting at the table , its after supper, every body left me to go to town so I began, and I just painted 3 green negative- space pears. What the hells up wit dat?
--Artistically confused
I used to be constantly worried that my creativity would leave me. But then I realized that (being that I don't believe in g-ds or muses) my creativity is within me, and it can never go away. The problem seems to occur when I haven't been creative in a long time and am a. afraid and out of practice, or when I have had too much creativity demanded of me in a short period of time and I am b. tired.
So, the way to fix being a. afraid and b. tired is to do something fulfilling (for example, a nice wonderful hike) and then draw and try not to criticize myself. Sure, the first couple works might be terrible, the first 20 might be terrible, but once I hit something really good it gives me my confidence back. (Of course, then there's the challenge of living up to it!)
So I completely suspect, Farmerman, if you are like me, that once you kick your own butt and get started, it will all flow easily from there.
Or, as Msolga said, you could wait for an impulse. But I find it's best to be in practice so that when those creative impulses come you can be technically prepared for them. Sometimes working is what leads to new ideas and creates those impulses.