Have you yet identified the Holy Spirit in bodily form?
Do you believe that Jesus Christ is God from God?
That would be impossible. You have been clearly shown and have failed to recognize that the holy spirit is not a person. It is the force by which God exercises his will and is aware of our needs.
Jesus is divine, the first of all creation. We would have no hope without him. But he is not God. Proverbs ch. 8 is a good read. The first entry showing Jesus' personality.
. . . I would suggest that you leave that church and become Catholic.
You should not be poking your nose in something that you do not even believe in.
You would rather keep walking through the Valley of Death? What about the Lord's rod and staff?
. . . the last enemy, death, is to be brought to nothing . . . (1 Corinthians 15:26)
. . . and death will be no more . . .(Revelation 21:4)
80 pages into a thread called "Proof of God" and still waiting for the proof...