Are you getting real medical help in person? I hope you are getting medical help if you are feeling this way. If you have frequent hypoglycemia, or something similar, it can be treated.
I have a health coach now, and getting the forms and stuff sorted out ,and then 2 forms my doc has to fill out and two forms i have to fill out then i meet the coach.
I don't know if that would be best for you or not, but the article I linked to earlier in one of your threads (perhaps this one) described advances in treatment for anorexia that involved hospitalization. Anyway, keep up your efforts to get better.