@Frank Apisa,
There is a lot to unpack there, plenty of words to contend with.
For starters why don't you plea ignorance with languaging right from the get go? That would be far more honest! Who told you you know something about the validity of the word
Origin or
Creation? Both assume Time is fundamental when it might well be the case that it is not. To get to God and plea for something you have first to go through everything else!