Life as constructed from base particles before awareness exists, may be true, but I cannot see how acts in my childhood, that I no longer commit, make me 'be' something today... I think you hide like a rodent and are hyper vigilant, though you are right, that it takes a deal of 'lack of life' to bother outing the truth, otherwise one moves on..
People who make mistakes are deemed worthless by you.. and yet you remain quite clearly 'of mistakes' your self, even if not, only stillness will ensure your safety from the future.
"It is commonly believed therefore is definitely true." Is the very reason that wars happen, grow up.
Whatever happens in your life makes you 'that thing' ..
Is a silly way to live your life, you probably get quite depressed about things.
Words are merely words in existence, agreed, but one must communicate something or people make a mockery of the place in entirety.
In truth there is no rehabilitation at all to you, meaning murderers loose reading your attitude would likely pop and never change. Choice is everyone's. Every moment.
Truth does not care about what I say or mean, your right I suppose about that, though how what you think is true about people you never met.. And how it becomes 'the truth' is beyond almost everyone here..
You think I wish people dead?.. Well I suppose I do not worry about it, though that is hardly wishing them dead.
The long and the short of it is, whatever is happening here, whatever is going on.. I personally am not your enemy, you would be welcome in another life to sit with me in peace... I do not obsess your end at all, I promise you, on my entire families existence. I have a great anger potential within me which appears to seek out those targets you fear or dislike at times... I cannot however, prove that, with words.