@JGoldman10,
OH SO NO'S...
I SO DO NEED SEX TO BE FULLFILLED - So you are not going to engage in sex when you do ask God to find you your wife, and send her to you?
Do you know what you are going to ask for? Have you made a list? Is she going to be okay without sex?
And, it is necessary to be filled.. I mean fulfilled, in life, or else you don't have a life...