@JGoldman10,
JGoldman10 wrote:
When a BORN-AGAIN, SPIRIT-FILLED CHRISTIAN comes along, YOU ALL ACT LIKE SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH HIM BECAUSE HE WANTS TO OBEY GOD. WHEN HE DOESN'T WANT TO ENGAGE IS DISCUSSIONS ABOUT WOMEN AND SEX YOU CALL HIM GAY OR SAY HE'S GOT ISSUES.
GOD SAYS TO ABSTAIN FROM SEX AND I AM GOING TO BE OBEDIENT,
GOD SAYS PUT NO UNCLEAN THING BEFORE YOU AND I AM GOING TO BE OBEDIENT.
SECULAR, HEATHENISTIC PEOPLE DON'T SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH THINGS LIKE PORN, MASTURBATION, FORNICATION OR ADULTERY BECAUSE THEY ARE CARNAL AND THEY ARE INTO WHAT "FEELS GOOD".
THAT IS NOT GOD'S WILL.
I ASK GOD TO KEEP ME UNTIL I GET MARRIED. I AM NOT INTERESTED IN SEX.
I CHOOSE TO CONTROL MYSELF.
I AM NOT GOING TO ENTERTAIN THINGS LIKE PORN AND MENTALLY FORNICATE OR ADULTERATE - THOSE WOMEN ARE NOT MY WIVES.
Here is the thing. You are making a life altering decision on something that you don't actually know with absolute certainty to be real. You "believe" god is real, but you don't "know" that god is real. So you are basing all of this on something you can be certain of? Look how much it is punishing you? Look how miserable you are? The fact that you have to use capital letters to defend yourself and it clearly causes you strife to do it. From my perspective you seem to be having a psychological issue that needs to be addressed by a professional. Unless you are just faking this whole thing for some kind of kick or entertainment to see who will get wrapped up in your game. You are that far off in left field that you might as well be standing in the parking lot waiting to catch a fly ball, when there isn't even a game being played.
It is so absurd that I can't tell if you are faking it or you are for real. But I do know one thing, I wouldn't want to be you at all. If god is real and I suffer for my sins then I welcome it because I would never praise a god who would torture someone for simply not believing in his existence.
