@wmwcjr,
I never said I was perfect, nor do I profess to me. I got a lot of things I still need to deal with.
I had been diagnosed as having major depression or paranoid schiozphrenia or possibly ADD. I don't dwell on this stuff and I don't confess I have these symptoms.
I told my mother I want to finish my research but I ran into issues trying to get it done.
I am not freaking out about it or getting upset it. I KNOW God is going to FIX these problems and give me renewed favor with people. He has done it before.
The Word says not to let the right hand know what the left hand is doing, so I am not going to go into details about that.
I KNOW God is GOING TO GIVE ME THE VICTORY WHEN I AM READY TO DEAL WITH AND CONFRONT THIS ISSUES/PROBLEMS/CONCERNS.
I AM USING WISDOM AND WAITING TO DEAL WITH THEM WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.