talking to myself because I can

engage readers and that is why I wrote why

I have learned so much yet so little. Things on this site that bother me:
1) Come to the United States and say the words "I have a query". People might understand you, yet they will look at you like you are strange.
2) There is a very big difference between American English and British English

Dad what am I missing?? Time is running real short on your daughter, my sister. If the doctors can't figure it out, I will!!!

I don't have anything to offer, but welcome back.

Anyone just jump in and say something! I can't do this alone. She had a primary cancer in an organ- docs got that. Then another primary cancer in another organ- docs got that. Then a secondary cancer in her brain. They operated and got that. Then another secondary cancer in her brain and radiation. It appeared to work yet what appears to be more cancer, next to the tumor that was radiated, is appearing. The doctors don't know if it is cancer.

Hi you rat, missed ya

I have the doctors notes and tests results. They can't come to a consensus on what to do to help her. I understand their dilemma. She is looking to me for an answer. I don't have one.

I woke up in the middle of the night and figured out the missing piece of the puzzle. What a relief. I immediately called one of her doctors and met with him today. Now I understand.

btw if you haven't noticed, I am the idiot of this site lol....I talk to myself and answer myself. It works and that is what I care about.

btw rat I never left < I mean that in a good way!

The truth hope you can handle it. I trusted the blue guy and the nice guy. I was new and scared yet I covered my back
The real disappointment came when I asked someone to help me help other people and that person took action so I could not contact them. Why? Maybe the answer will come to me while I am sleeping.

I found this interesting and if you can't handle the unthinkable then don't click!!! This is just sick and cruel what she was convicted of doing to this child.

http://www.kfdm.com/articles/arnold-42857-baby-death.html

Dad,
I am so drained emotionally. I want the best for her and at this point, I feel alone. I don't have the knowledge or capability to know what is right. I am doing the best I can and it isn't enough.

My entire family is drained. She is hurting and dying. I don't want that for her, she is so loving. She loves her dogs...

Thank you to all the staff and owners of this site. You have helped me more than you can imagine.

He won not only the event but the world champion. It was awesome to see it, be there and give hugs. I am lucky.