@Mahmoudgh,
This is exactly what I'm talking about about, Mahmoudgh, what kind of father(GOD) creates evil (although he is not evil, yeah, sure) and tests his already admittedly imperfect children? In the Psychology world, that kind of behavior goes by many names: drama creation, adding to the PainBody, setting up people for failure. Some loving guy this guy God is. Really. AA meetings are full of people who had fathers like this Jerk.
We haven't a clue if we are being tested by a god or gods or just by the nature of things. There certainly isn't any feedback on how we are doing from the Great Tester. Try to find me any evidence that there is any advantage to passing these tests imposed upon us in this life. The righteous are just as likely to drown in New Orleans as the supposed sinfilled bastards. (We, as humans, grieve more for the innocent dead, but that doesn't bring them back nor give us any greater shield against our own misfortune.)
Don't get me wrong. I'm good to my fellow humans, I look out for them and their welfare. I seek out the both the joyful and heartsick, but I'm not doing any of that to pass some test or because there is a supposed reward in some other life. I don't have time to even think about such nonsense.
What I'm saying here is a couple of things: 1) If there is, or ever was, a god creator, the thing (gods don't have sexes, I'm sure) did a damned fine job in the creation bit. Really. Swell Big Bang (but it was silent because there was no air to carry the soundwaves) and equally swell making of the billions of stars and multi-billions of other bits. Making life evolve on Earth was a neat deal and so easily understood once you get the chemical/electrical processes straight in your head.
But, 2) IF it ever did exist, it's been a very inattentive Gardener, at least to the creatures here on Earth. We're told that this thing is JUST and LOVING amongst many other characteristics, but we are always stunned at how rare something JUST or LOVING occurs. Does this world look or feel like something is watching over any of it??? No.
Who knows how the creatures on Moudgh364/~1 are doing? (Pretend that it's one of the estimated billion planets in the known Universe that might have evolved life on them.)
What I'm saying is we need to say "Lovely job on the creation bit, but you've slacked off on your Good Shepherding, your Fathering and especially the quality of mercy. It doesn't seem to rain with any regularity anywhere. So, in the words of Donald Trump, "You're Fired"
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Now, how would I like God/god to be and how would life be different?
I would like to actual love in the world amongst all humans. Should be no biggie.
I would like to have justice, the end of oppression and, for good measure, a universal understanding of what it means to be merciful.
Half a day's work for the omniscient.
Finally, I would like god to enter my consciousness when I call and stop any earworm I have playing over and over in my brain.
Joe(there's more. but I want to hear from others)Nation