@Fido,
That was really a bad bad bad thing you did, Fido. And Setanta's response was moderate to say the least, considering the egregious wrong you have involved yourself in.
I doubt whether there will ever be any A2kers who will ever forgive you. Your life, as you know it, is over. May I suggest harakiri? I will be willing to risk being tainted by your presence in order to act as your second.