@Reagaknight,
yes i was serving in the idf(army)-isreali defance forces.
i was serving in the west bank,and in lebanon(south-lebanon)- in intensive care ambulance -and in regular mission.
i didnt kill life in my life-and i thanks god for that-i dont like to do this-it could happen -but i know that i dont want this happened-this process is very hard for my.
but i was saving life-sometimes by risking my-and other people life.
our ambulance was taking care with hundred of injured-and i have even better luck-because when i was at shift-i have only wounded-not dead people-i have much luck-i was missing 36 people who die.
few month ago i was finishing my reserve duty even(dont worry i am only 33 years old).
i was in alot of dangerous place in my life-so i am very appraise the value of the life-i also have kids-and i know what regret came when your child is in dangerouse-as i was-and my family was only in the lsat summer-when isreal-was at war against labanon(Hizbullah (also: Hizbollah) (Lebanese Shiite militant organization) )-was shooting his missile-on my area-in my city every day most of the time in 10-20 missile every attack.
i will not understanding what you are fill mhen you hear the missile land very close for you-and all you can do it is just prey -that nothing happen to your children-to your famely-in north of isreal-was landing through the war 5000 missile-most of then producer by iran and russia-the iran was the most dangerous-and make the most damage-they have 50-100 kilogram(KG) of explosive and roundness-they was shoot to the most dangerouse factory-chemical factory +posion-->make reaction of chemical reaction.
to high building-and schools.you should thanks good that you are have reasonable life.
for now that all.