@rex b,
What would be the point of making people to do everything you wanted?
If you had the power to make somebody love you..where is the passion in that? You would know you made them do it through a special power. It would be false and contrived.
No matter what you did to them, no matter how much you ignored them, they would be some sort of robot that would never have true feelings for you.
Now turn that around.
What if somebody did that to you? You would have no choice but love them. To be at there beck and call whenever THEY wanted you. What would you be worth? You would have no personal choices because they control you. Your life would not be worth living. When would you ever experience joy, peace or true love? None of those things would be a part of your life because you wouldnt have a choice in the matter.
So what use does God have for the human race? Why would he make a bunch of robots to do his bidding? Did He want companionship? yes. What good is a Robot for companionship? None.
God loves YOU personally ZoZo. He made ZoZo for a reason. If he hadnt wanted YOU to be born, you wouldnt be here. He has a Plan for your life.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Luke 12:5-7 (New International Version)
But I will show you whom you should fear: Fear him who, after the killing of the body, has power to throw you into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him. Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.
He loves you so much ZoZo. Put aside your ideas of God being sick and ask him to make himself known to you so you can find the path he made for you.
You sound very depressed and weary ZoZo.. if thats the case I am so sorry. Let God give you joy.