@Zetherin,
Seem's that people think that I am depressed, I can assure you I am not at all, I suppose I'm not because I used to compare myself with other people in society and within the absence of the thing's I talked about in my first post, these are everyone's absence and not just mine (I know you can create them but w/e they aren't really there).
At the moment I'm a bit confused haha, just pondering what to do with the rest of my existence in realization of the likelihood of the absence of these things.
