@sarek,
Thanks for the reply..
Ok so...
Yes it is lonely. I am sick of having the answers and people not getting what im saying. I have to put up with the fact that people read what I say and are like hmmmmm ok dude whatever. And I know once they get to heaven and get like infinitly high they will be like OH SHOOT... I got told about this on earth and didnt really listen...DOH!
The computer analogy is because it is the easiest way to explain it.
Like I said god is an infinite computer that is beyond physical.
It is everywere and nowhere. Our computers are infinitly small versions of god. Also I say this because everything is made from binary code.
The reality we are in is made from 0's and 1's.
Ultimatly the paradox is 0 is not 1 but 1 is 0. We live in a world of duality but the universe is beyond that where both 0 and 1 are the same even though they are infinite opposites. Basicly nothing exists and god splits nothing into - infinity and + infinity...dark and light. So god is cheating by creating reality because its all made from nothing. Nothing is real.
Ok so you dont like friends...take you fav tv program and realise that in heaven there are an infinite number of episodes of that programme because everything is possible.
Finally no we are not just here to experience suffering. We are here to enjoy life to but the main reason is yes..the suffering.
Ok here is a comparison to help me explain.
Imagine heaven as an infnitly warm shower or bath.
We get out of the shower or bath into the the freezing cold so that when we get back into the the shower/bath it is soooo much better.
If we never left heaven we would be spoiled and take the infinite for granted.
You are on earth to loose knowledge of the infinite and believe that only finite is possible.
I hope all this answers your questions.