@Niemand,
Thanks for the response Niemand! You raise many qeustions that I've raised (and lost sleep over) myself many times, though from a decidedly different starting point. This should be a good conversation.
Niemand wrote:
It could indeed be considered ungrateful, but do we need to be grateful to a deity who has slaughtered innocent children? Who has rent entire cities asunder for merely disagreeing with them? Most importantly, one who scrambled our languages and damned us to many centuries of prejudice and warfare? It all depends on your perspective as to whether not taking our destinies into our own hands is ungrateful or not.
I'll respond to those comments in reverse order. Hope that doesn't make it confusing...
I think that it would be ungrateful to take our destinies in our own hands if that was not the purpose of the gift (consciousness). Let's say I had a brother who desperately needed transportation so that he could get to work and no longer depend on my money. So I buy him a car. He sells the car and spends the money on an expensive bottle of wine and gets drunk. That would be ungrateful of him. God has given us choice in a million ways, but there is one choice that we ought not make- the choice to turn our hearts away from Him. Yet even that He allows- though it often seems crazy to me that He would.
About language and our ability to hurt each other: In the story presented in Genesis, God is not hurting humanity by scambling languages, but limiting their ability to cause evil. He does a similar thing at the time of the flood by reducing lifespan from ~900 years to 120. IMO, it is also the reason for removing from us the tree of life (for the present life). This brings me to another idea that was an important realization for me along the way: There are real, concrete limits on the pain and evil that can be experienced or caused, and that God has set those limits. Any pain (emotion/physical) can only be felt for so long, about 80 years or so for us today. Emotional pain has certain "shut-offs" built into the human mind. Physical pain has limits- shock and death. Limits exist.
I still must emphatically say that those limits seem much, much, much too high to me, from my perspective. I can not comprehend such gains that would make this much possibility of pain good to have been. But if there are gains so great, then they must be great indeed. And this is what I believe and hope for.
About God destroying things and people, and the NT/OT contrasts... Yes, its a difficult question. First, I want to say that the "Loving God" can be seen throughout the OT, both towards Israel and the "Gentiles". But there is also the (conflicting?) message of a jealous God, and one who at times treats humans with anger and vengence.
So the question must be asked... Why is He angry? Is it because He wants worship for Himself? I think He already has that. Does He need us? We have nothing that He didn't give us. So why should He care? I think that if He needs or wants us, it is because He chooses to...
It is clearly stated in the NT and OT that God does not take pleasure in any suffering or punishment given to man. It is also clearly stated (NT/OT) that He loves humanity, and that He wants them to be whole and healed and fullfilled. So as far as I can tell, He is angry that people (and maybe Lucifer etc.) are hurting people. Read the story of Cain and Able again- the first instance of sin after the fall. Is God angry and looking to punish? Or is He horrified at the choices that Cain is making? So take this idea on a large scale, and in the interest of steering and protecting man from man, He at times punishes man on this large scale. Again, from my individual perspective, this seems unfair and incomprehensible. But if the story is true, it is eternal life that will count, and it is God who will judge that, and He will be able to take into account every individual situation and the chance that each person had, and the heart that they had cultivated.
And "do we need to be grateful to a Diety..."? No. As mentioned already, He gives us that choice.
Niemand wrote:
If this is so, then God is not all-powerful and all of His supposed abilities and characteristics are thus called into question.
And when has God ever been inhibited by doing the impossible? Surely, if God is able to create not only men, but angels and arch-angels, then he is surely capable of bestowing his power unto all living things.
All I'm saying is that what is intrinsically not possible can not be done. To think that they could is just a trick of words or the trick of a finite imagination: "This sentence is a lie." God can not make that true. It's just nonsense. So what I'm saying is that this "nonsense" concept may hold true in an existential sense. Maybe God can not be God and create others equal to Him, because He
created them. The very idea may be nonsense.
Niemand wrote:
Not particularly. If God is so demanding of praise as he is depicted in the Bible, then I should want to be relinquished of sentience rather than sing false songs of praise to a hated master.
That may very well be granted to those who choose it. God seems to have put a high priority on humanity's dignity to choose. But along with that it may be possible that those who have choosen such a fate may get a glimpse of what freedoms and fullfilment He has planned for those who love Him, and glimpse how fitting, proper, and fullfilling it is to worship Him face to face, and desperately regret the choice they made.
Niemand wrote:
This is a very possible thing. Maybe it is Lucifer who is truly arrogant and has indeed led me astray. If this is the case, then the all-forgiving and all-merciful God will undoubtedly absolve me of my transgressions against Him and embrace me as his son.
That may also be true. I don't know- and I don't pretend to know- the details of how God will judge when the time comes. The three things that I strongly believe is that (1) it will be our hearts that are judged rather than our actions or circumstances, (2) it will be through Jesus that those who are forgiven will be forgiven, and (3) that there will be the overwhelming feeling and understanding that God is making all things right.