panic attack

My legs have failed
As I kneel for help
Destroy myself again
No I will never let you in

See whats cool and close to me
Be my viper and my seed
Nothing here to be said
Something sad and never blessed

Into creation
Satisfied
Nothings different but my lies
Always knew i'd end up here
Sitting naked consumed by fear

Always knew in me i'd fail
Never thought for you to help
Somethings in my way
**** it, some things never change
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Brand X: I looked for the original song thread but couldn't find it.