I am jealous, EVERYBODY calls me a Vain prating coxcomb! Seriously in the end it is a matter of pointing at the moon. You ask me "Where is the moon" when I point to it, you say "all I see is your finger" and I reply "not my finger, but where my finger is pointing" then too there are the questions you ask to quiet someone who talks too much such as the infamous "Answer Yes or No, any other reply will be considered No, have you ever tasted a sweeter pe*is than mine?" Then one enjoys the silence.
As for the Trinity? I recall hearing "Then God said, “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness" and "And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you."
When we begin our education there are pictures on the wall for us to begin to see what can't be seen, and to open the imagination wider. The same holds with scripture, it is not enough to learn what to think but how to think. I say to you your heart is in your chest and you reply "Are you sure I can't see it" and I reply "you can trust me on this, without a heart circulation would be difficult without artificial means, you have a heart."
When it comes to religion, some have found it a way to political power and control, those who say "only my interpretation is correct are telling you, become my sheep, do not think, I shall do that for you". Read and study in groups, yes, but make no one your master. For myself I say I am neither shepherd nor sheep but a FREEMAN.