@theprofessor,
I'm new in this. I hope I got the rules alright
still hung up on that
feel tears close to drop everytime I reminisce
filled with heartache, joy and pain my soul hauls
faults, doubts, lost and confused
thought about love and all it meant
weeping about the last time I felt my racing heart
it was nothing like this, I felt more heat
still see your cute soft face when I look back
the pill, addicted to the goodness and love of this world
when not enough my being can not give in
the pressures brought by the pleasures of this life
pain and consequences bound to every joy
for when we layed my brain was dreaming about tomorrow
the day to follow the night we borrowed
when all I have seem to matter, it feels better than this
still think about you and the day you cried
my soft voice, all I said, all I meant
a friend, your rock and your strength; all I can be
your lover, your life and the future; I can not promise
for what I feel lacks the defining piece
if I gave in, our love would be a kingdom lacking queen
envied and pursued, ready to give in to any passing lass
joy I can promise, but will it ever last?