Spontaneous Poems

Rain storm clouds are flowing, billowed like toxic smoke,
As if my mind state had provoked,
Frustrations furious trapped inside
I died to burst, I did, and now the flames are worse,
a raging fire
that's what happened caging fya
******* sick, so so sick of pushing it
"she's crazy"
"yeah I've done some crazy ****,"
"**** I topped the crazy list with hissy fits,"
cant control this, flying fists, electric kinetic energy exists,
in me like veins in wrists,
I cried out lord, "why?"
looked up as tears fell from dark grey sky, soon from my eye,
is it all my fault? I cant blame my past
something in me hates to ask
no epiphanies, miracles, sudden change of heart
just let it out and slide back to the start
consume the soul
till the eyes as windows are mere black holes
beating hearts feed brains comatose
all coz I'd forgotten what happened
the last time I drank
me holding that bottles
like jumpng in quicksand
so here I go….
To say never again as I did before

For me, that's your best yet mcee fya

that's like going up a gear

thank you means alot, iv'e been trying to get better
so im pretty chuffed lol

Poem about drugs

My name is amber and im something of which u cant think
I wreck lives I destroy things b4 u can even blink
And I can even be made underneeth the kitchen sink
I'll rott your teeth and take your breath
I have many names but most im called crystal meth
I'll attack your brain and you wont have a clue
u may think u control me, but i control you
If you try me once make that the last
Because if you continue I own your ass
Make you regret the 1st day u wanted 2 try me
Coz soon you'll be selling stuff just to buy me
I wreck homes and seperate families
U think im ur friend but im ur biggest advasary
I'll make you fight with your mates n ****
Just to maintain our wonderful relationship
I'll make you go into your house mortgage
I'll even send your children into an orphanage
**** around with me and ill leave u in big ****
Coz the day you stop ull regret you ever did it
Because i'll make you become everything you hated to be
So think twice and then think again before u ever try me

Speed, weed and cocaine
crystal meth come have a look
but the drug that i like best
is the one i never took
yes the drug that's top of list
is the one that dont exist

I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net
I'm popping percocets, I'm a nervous wreck
I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check
Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt
Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged
Full of venom and rage
Especially when I'm engaged
And my daughter's down to her last diaper
That's got my ass hyper
I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer
Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders
These overnight stars becoming autograph signers
We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us
Along with the small fry's and average half pinters
While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas
Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us
Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless
Snakes slither in the grass spineless

Left the keys in the van, with a gat in each hand
Went up in Eastland and shot a policeman
**** a peace plan of citizen bystands
But **** is in my hands, here's your life span
For what your life's worth this money is twice than
Grab a couple grand and live a nice land
See I'm a nice man but money turned me to Satan
I'm thirsty for this green so bad I'm dehydratin'
Hurry up with the cash bitch, I got a ride waitin'
Shot a man twice in the back when he tried escapin'
I want the whole pie, I won't be denied nathan
Maybe I need my head inside straightened
Brain contemplatin', clean out the register
Dip before somebody catches ya
Or gets ya description an' sketches ya
The connection was the prime suspect
But I ain't set to flee the scene of the crime just yet
Cuz I got a daughter to feed
And $200 ain't enough to water the seed
The best thing would be for me to leave Taco Bell an' hit up Chess King
And have the lady at the desk bring
Money from the safe in the back, stepped in wavin' the Mac
Cooperate and we can operate and save an attack
This bitch tried escapin' the jack
Grabbed her by the throat, it's murder she wrote
You barely heard a word as she choked
It wasn't nuttin' for her to be smoked
But I slammed her on her back 'til her vertebrae broke
Just then the pigs bust in yellin' "Freeze!"
But I'm already wanted for sellin' keys
And bunch of other felonies from A to Z like spellin' bees
So before I dropped to the ground and fell on knees
I bust shots, they bust back
Hit the square in the chest, he wasn't wearin' a vest

Doing head miles tonight staring at the skies
Dunno what to do until that court date arrives
Neighborhood hates me im something they despise
Will all this tension n stress become my demise?

With a thought that the judge will take pitty on our lives
Gettin served the maximum while I hear my family's cries
Become furious as the overexadurating prossucter lies
Forever I will hate him until the day that he dies

Knowing my brother is inside I stare lookin at the moon
I done the same crime might be seeing him in there soon
But I can't fathom the thought of living inside a jail cell
I've got so many thoughts.. but nobody to tell

My life is full of empty promises and broken dreams
I'm hoping things look up, but there ain't no job openings
I feel discouraged, hungry and malnourished
living in this house with no furnace, unfurnished
And I'm sick of working dead end jobs with lame pay
and I'm tired of being hired and fired the same day
but **** it, if you know the rules to the game play
cuz when we die we aint all going the same way
It's cool to be player, but it sucks to be the fan
When all you need is bucks to be the man
plus a luxury sedan
Too comfortable and roomy in a six
but they threw me in the mix, with all these gloomy lunatics
Who walk around depressed, and smoke a pound of ses a day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
my brother wants to throw the ball but I'm too stressed to play
Thats half my life, I threw the rest away

why do ya keep writing eminem lyrics on spontaneous poems?

Could I be satan? could this be hell
So much to say nobody to tell
Brother's living in a cell
Family's dissapointed, knowing im next
No suckin on breast no more having sex
No heat on my chest no time to invest
Inside's scared but it don't show on my zest
The tuff guy image the **** i been through
Half the people i hate I turned into
So I write
Why?
Cause it makes me feel nice
Away from family advice
Guns and knives
And unpayable price
Cops puttin me in the paper
Trying to get a premotion
Sending me to a place where time is in
Slow motion
So I keep hopin
That they dismiss the case
Otherwise i'll be inside
When my boys split ya face
Again.

Drunk and disorderly

"Any mental health problems?"
to which she quickly replied
with a cheeky grin and a pain in her eye
"self harm?"
he scanned her arms
humiliation, mutilation
soon lost her sparkle
ticking boxes, probing deeper
deadly silent like the reaper
"Drugs?"
"yes please" she laughed
he stood a back
you smell like a brewery
so like i have to ask
"Do you have a problem with alcohol?"
"no officer its got a problem with me"
he wondered how the hell she got that way
at only nineteen
where had she been, what had she seen
surely she's got beautiful dreams
he longed to give her self belief
"here are your belongings"
one ring, two shoes, a bag full of worries
and a heart to sing the blues
she walked away not leaving a clue
to the question at the station
will that fine pay her dues

Boys in blue
got a cell for you
lock you up
without a clue
lie on the bench
sit on the floor
scratch on the wall
stare at the door
they watch you in the dead of night
blue eyes spying through a shaft of light
don't wear no hood
don't wear no scarf
their laws make me spit
their laws make me laugh

I spray graffiti on their arse


(oh yeah - this is dedicated to the British lad who just got given 15 months imprisonment for spraying graffiti )

ED's

Count the calories
Weigh the grams
Measure inches
Palms of hands
Protein only
Diet drinks
Cigarettes
See the shrink
He lies
The bastard
Said I'm thin
Mocking me
I'll mock him
Stopping me
Not till I'm slim
Sit ups, crunches
Dreams of crunchies
Fed up punches
Inside stomachs
In the mirror
Looking thinner
Eyes are dimmer
Lost their shimmer
Ribs are showing
Brains are slowing
Caffeine surley keeps ya going
Flicking through the magazines
Gorgeous glossy skeletons
Famous rich malnourished fiends
Websites to check bmi
waist to hip
Hip to thigh
Waste away
Inside outside
Give the kid
A complex for life
Complex life
Short with strife
Tips to beat the cravings
Another stones the aim
Gaining
that would be a shame
Detox starving hunger pangs
Madness sadness beauty obsession
Evolving into ugly depression
Pressure lesson
Third world or western

i dream it to be
dylan ginsburg and me
howl the hobo night
surrounds us tight
dark starry van gogh
bloom and freely flow
of steel and desert
in harmonica concert

Untitled
Through the thunders, storms, and rains,
Through the grey and lonely days,
I will lead you to a place
Full of love and light and grace.

Life's not easy but I know
That wherever I will go
You'll be standing there with me
And that's how it's meant to be.

Thousand miles across the skies
Thousand words and tears and sighs
Staring blankly into space
Trying hard to see your face

Days and nights of dreams are gone-
Thunders, storms, and rains have come.
Lost the hope for love and thrill...




Thousand miles between us... still...

Pleased to make your acquaintance, seniorita. I like your way with words.

I like it senorita.

The Idea Man


If you would just indulge the barm
that rises from a mind fermenting
it won't do you any harm
(at least it shouldn't cause lamenting)


Ideas!
There is no preventing
brainstorms that are unrelenting,
views and takes requiring venting,

dropping like the leaves in Autumn,
You want thoughts?
no penny needed, I got 'em.

you may find illumination,
.... step into my rumination,

unbidden thoughts are flowing, flowing
from some endless inner oceans,
no matter where your thoughts are going,

I've got notions.

Thanks, jjorge. I waited this long to respond, in the expectation that other members would see your name and comment. They are so used to my presence on the thread, I figured it might take one as talented and loved as yourself to draw them in.