No, it's an affirmation of the absurdity of your irrational behaviour.
You are lucky enough to be born and to be living in one of the nicer countries on this globe. You have a wife and a family. You have a job. You have your guns.
You could enjoy life, go out hunting, and shoot and eat as many furry animals as you want to.
Instead you're living in this paranoid parallel world of your own imagination, where anybody challenging you on your preconceived notions is an anti-gun radical, a freedom hater and a terrorist.
You need to get help. Really.