@mismi,
Hey hey
Saw the rheumatologist today - he is quite pleased with my joints but says he can't help me much with the tummy - he told me off for not having blood tests done each month like I'm supposed to because of the meds I take (ok, so i missed a couple months), tsk tsk, he's going to tell my doc off too (oops) - he said perhaps I should go talk with a dietician and was a little surprised this hadn't been considered before, but doesn't know if we have such resources in this area (!)- he told me that I must not eat British chocolate, but to get some expensive "real" dark chocolate!!!!!
We talked about the cyclical stuff - you know, one thing improves a little but then something else comes along with throws all it all off course again, and so on and so on ... we also talked about the different meds I am on and how this plays a part in it... we also talked about R-boy and he reckons that no matter how much I try not to stress, with the circumstances he can't see how I can't not worry, I'm his mother whether he is with me or not.
Took x-rays of my hands and feet and will compare them to the ones taken in Dec08 - on the whole, RA/SLE-wise - he was quite positive and asked me to take that positive and put it with all the others in my life - I told him I have many positives.
I then took me into town (I obviously put my brave head on this morning) and I bought me something - which will prolly stay in the bag for a while - but I'm hoping I won't return it (which would mean having to go back into town

) I must've been in town for at least an hour, and went to the bank and to a couple of shops. Fortunately, didn't see anyone I knew (which would have thrown me badly) so, that was all good.
I came home and found some flowers on my doorstep from a friend so, that was actually happy and made me smile.
It is the most glorious day outside - the weather is simply perfect - huge blue sky, not a cloud in sight and the sun is shining, lots of birds about and my babbling brook (ah, Babbling) is trickling along by. I have just had some toast and no matter whether my tummy complains or not (hmmmm)- I am going out into the garden and do some tidying up (yep, don't all fall over at once - I am going to do the garden!)
I have some school work to do just quickly, then I will be Mz WeedyPuller.
Thank you all for thinking of me - thank you...
I do feel much less pathetic today - I just need to quit whining and get on with it.
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