@Dutchy,
Hey Crew
Yep Mis, I am recovering - it seems to be a slow process and I'm sleeping a lot (would you ever have believed you would hear me say that!)

I take my potion at nite and will sleep for a good 6-7 hours, sometimes longer, but I'm spent during the day too and I'm kind of in and out of it much of the time. No fever anymore - just head hurt, throat, cough (not coughing as much as I was) and can't talk properly (better than I was tho) - and I do feel as tho I am in recovery mode. Definitely.
Supposed to have hospital surgeon appointment tomorrow which I've had to cancel because you aren't allowed into hospitals if you are flu-like - fairynuff really. My GP is calling me today, I think it unlikely that he will be agreeable with me going into school tomorrow and I doubt I would be able to manage it. I HAVE to be at a WB@Work meeting on Thursday in the city (not a choice) - so have got to be better by then. It's a timely appointment tho in some respects - I will see my lady who I talk with there - everything spoken with her is in confidence - last week was a tough week and I'm bubbling just on the surface re BigBoy - 3 years feels like 30 with a decision I find hard to live with, and I can't change the past - I need to talk out loud to this lady else it will chew me up - then maybe I can put it to rest for a few weeks. I wish I could accept that which I cannot change - I miss my son and I know he's struggling and there's nothing I can do. It's hard for S-boy too.
Sunshine, then rain here, torrential rain - hardly seems possible it can rain so much - then the sun appears, howling wind, then more rain.
Needing to be better physically, getting there slowly but surely. Positive thinking. Trying.
Holding on tight to what I believe in and trusting all will be well soon.
BEAgle... you danced so beautifully, I was virtually swept off my feet

<now where did I put my broom>
TC - how are you feeling today girl? Hope you are doing much better.
Stormy - glad you were suitably distracted - it's always nice to have a little distraction on a grey day

There's no better distraction when you feel a little blue, aye aye candy.... no no, wait... chocolate!
((((Blue)))) you xox
Ommmmming for our MaMaVerby and family.