"YABBER-LINER" - ALL ABOARD

breathing well can be a wonderful thing

no time to read back, using the computer at the mindemoya library, hoping all are well, saw tai chi and mr fixit three times this week, they're on their way home for a few days and we're leaving monday for home, will have lots of pictures

I have learned to love breathing...

HEY DIDGE! good to see you! Enjoy the rest of your time there. I look forward to your pics!

Re-entry was much better today Alex. It's because I kept the three little fellers busy. It always helps. Orange Beach...beautiful. The only problem I have is all those rivers dumping into the Gulf there...makes the water not as pretty as it is down in Florida...but nor do we have the congestion there like there is in Florida...so there are some perks...Red Neck Riviera...that's what we call it. And it is great...

The boys are bathing. They caught a frog, a tadpole, a crawfish and some kind of little water bugs...<shiver> such boys. I made them wipe with antibacterial wipes and take a bath...because you know we caught a parasite last summer that took the wind out of our sails for about 6 weeks. Yuck. Don't want to do that again.

Hugs y'all...they are asking for ice cream. Spoiled they are.

mis

Izzie, Breathing is always at the top of my list of things to do. Breathing well. Even better. And in your case, sleep would be wonderful. (I worry about you.)

when I was trying to get my breathing "right" for a relaxation exercise, I found it helpful to get one of the dogs to relax with me on the sofa - then I'd start following their breathing pattern til I could slow it down independently

Hooray for Mindemoya!

The breathing excercises must have worked well ehBeth, the Captain is still asleep.

OH crew.... oh.... quandary.

Help me out here.... who's around?????????????????????????

I am here, at home. G is here. He knows I am having a2K withdrawal!!!!!!!! <steady Blue!>

so............ if things are to be normal .... you know ... as in him sitting here watching the haunted fish tank.... and I wanna go on my laptop.... and sit on the sofa here next to one another....

then I can't hide my laptop - and I don't do TV...

so we've had a big discussion about and he knows that I am missing you all - so he said "go on and talk with them" whilst he is not-watching the most appalling movie in the world and trying to pretend to be interested. Bless him.

So.... I can't do that. There are some things in my world I will always keep private - you know what I mean....

but as of now, I go sit next to him and he will see the forum.

so............. everyone................ is that OK with y'all??????????????

G won't be posting - just you are all part of my life (how sad am I living cyberlly) - but I can't not talk to you whenever G is here - which is a lot.. and when I post pics to send y'all - it feel kinda wrong. He's told me this is my insecurities and he's right... and yep, those who I've mentioned this to.... I know there are risks here where it could tumble down beside me.... but G is not coming on the forum and he knows I flirt outrageously with certain threads - and nothing's gonna stop me being me now.


So I wondered if y'all all comfortable with another huge part of my life joining....

and I'd like to welcome G onboard - coz this place is too big for me to keep silent about. How can I not tell him about missy's stingrays, and bethies dancing and vegemites preggie bump, and db, BEAgle and our babies and a blue in the nest. Stevie in his cycles, Bazza and his two blondes, JPBigSista, my darling babbling Brook, Noddy, Msolga, Boida, Letty, Edgar, Jon, Sshew, Set, Special Agent jw, my darling alex, Jon and his music, Spike Poem Writer, Didge, TC and Mr Fixit and their school house, my girls = FQsis and Tulip, Indeedee, Stormy, Big Red, The Gree Gorgeous Paddy Pod and the Handome Ear of the Yearm Francis, Foxy, Boida my boid, Our Jex and PQ, Urs, Mame, McT, Rog Rat, and all the other crew who have popped aboard.


youre all too big in my life and I can't to "this sort" of secret.... so - not whe I am pining away to checkin and do roll call. I miss you all and tho i'm busy.... I still miss you all and can't cut this off just like it coz g's around.

So................ he's here. Do I move alongside and let him in. Scares me. But I wanna him here.

I know him to see how much y'all mean and what we do and that private is private. He wont push. I can be totally me - I can have naughty nite, I can tell you all how much I love you...


so..................... do I ask the bosun to pipe him abord for a quick sail. after all he needs to learn how to take the help when we get out boat ahahahahhahahahha. Love him....


here goes




seeing perfective reassurance.................
HELP CREW

WHO'S THERE.....?



lOVE YOU ALL ALWYAS - SMOOCHES...... HUGS TO BNUE AND THOSWE WHO MAY BE AWAY OR STRUGGLING

LOVE Y'ALL........



Help if anyone is around. I feel I am cheating on my laptop with my crew - but I miss you all badly - -I have been here a LONGGGGGGGGGGG tim e and need to here to keep safe.

He's not going to post. he may watch - but he's not too interested in checking up on me. ha.... he know's what I'm like - there's some things that will always remain private inrelationship - but this is too big for me to hide or close down whenever he walks thru the door.

Bit wavy - taken meds.

G..... he's at the gangplank.... does BEAgle post him on.... not posting - bu reading ablong. Quandary. I can keep secrets A2K is not a scret.


who's here lovelies



smooches

OF COURSE! We would love G to peek in and read whenever he wants! And don't worry - 3D life is all consuming sometimes. So never feel guilty - though we miss you to be sure. This is no secret - we shouldn't say anything here we don't want others to read...though I am want to do that at times....yikes. Welcome G! Glad to have you..

G-baby just came up to me and asked me if he could collect YooHoo bottles...ummmm - first response is, "no". Must think about the reasons behind it and where those bottle will end up - to be sure.

I am saying "to be sure" a lot. I wonder why?

That was is Beth.....mindeomya (potion can't focus)



oh Bethiiiiiiiiiiiiiie.... this is hard. I have self worth here. I feel good.
Bethie - you are perpesctive lady.... whadday thing girle. Trust or saftey. Stupid or bonkers???????????????????????????????

Just feel I this, it so hardi having a big part of my life.... more that big. Some things will all be mine and never shared. This is my saftey net.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

G is surely welcome, on one condition ... that he run outside now and bring in my laundry from the line ... it's just started to bucket rain!

Trust, MzIzz, trust.

Trust is hard for me very very... i think I can trust him here.... and not to bring any heart huts.

Now he knows about here, it's up to him.




Thanku crew - you are my world.

I love y'all.

Blue come home soon - Miss you hugely muchly. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Gotta go fall asleep. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


G

Oh Izzie what an impressive introduction to the man in your life, welcome aboard G, you're one hell of a lucky guy having met our Captain, please look after her, she is a marvellous friend to many. Greetings from downunder, signing off now, busy day ahead.

I agree that it's a biggie to share A2k. There are a lot of truths tucked away in corners here - and sometimes we need our corners. Sometimes we need special people to know where our corners are, so they can come and help us while we're in the corners - and sometimes help us out of those corners.

<smooches and hugs>

Good Night Sweet Girl...

wise Bethie...

I gotta go figure supper. pooh

Sayin' a "hey, kid" to the man in your life, Izzie. And sayin' another to you. Not to worry.

I agree completely about corners but I also understand how important this is to the plural you.

We're here for you. Always will be.

<extends hand of welcome to G>

Yeppppiieeee !!!!! izziieee let G read anything and everything...as long as he is next to you soo happy for you..and yeah if hes peaking a big "hi" to him..
MM the pics are lovely..mismi..cudnt complete reading ur beach stories ..will sneak in a lil latr,,
miles to go before i sleep!!! ...