@ehBeth,
Hello Lovelies
Firstly...
Roger - thanku Ship's Rat, bless you for being here - it had been one of those frayed threads with me too, ha, don't tell me you were gnawing that... (((((Rog))))))x
BEAgle - oh hun, I know this news means heaps to you as it does for me - time to celebrate the big and little things, thank thank thank you x
jw - yes yes thanku, 'tiz great x
LettyBettyLetty - "a good day for paying the bills and for curing your ills, so take a deep breath................" yes, thanku dear lady x
JPB - woooot woooot - I heard you woooooooohoooooing - thanku for all the support over the weeks when I was feeling down - you're a good girl, such a good friend for letting me write it out and send, thanku x
POMcT - I'm excited too - it's given me a bit of a rush and will get me through the decorating on a high x ps - I would always share the last mango with you - oooooh, and just think, next time you come to stay, you'll have a NICE new lounge. Looking forward to that happening, guitar and all x
Osso - I know this is personal for you - I'm one of the exceptionally lucky ones - "a big buh-9" and no further treatment. Tonight, my neighbour popped in and I told her about my boob - not a lot of people know about it ' 'cept for here - so it was good to say, YAY out loud and to think what I've achieved having been ill for so many weeks over the last couple months.... really, I can't believe how well my body is doing when a couple weeks ago, I could barely move. Thanku for your thoughts - I know sometimes reliving memories is hard to do, which is why it was good that Charlie was going on holiday, didn't want her to be going thru this again - the timing was perfect. x
Bethie my love - know you were holding a breath for me - but you always help me to breathe just knowing you are here for me, in and out of the crunch times, you're presence is here. Love love x
Boida - ah, goil, you know more than anyone about the constant ails and also know the <sigh> that emits when you get the good news. I heard you sigh for me goil... I can't believe how blessed I am to have y'all in my life - even 1000's of miles away. Thankyou Boida for your understanding. x
Eva - dear dear Eva - we've talked - and yep, I think you know too that I wasn't too concerned - even if it had been the Big C - I know I could deal with that easily - so it wasn't something I had any fear of at all - it was a just another thing for me and I woulda prolly aced it - I know my downfall will always be living hand in hand with SLE and RA. Saying that - if you could see me now - not in a million years must be believable of how poorly I've been for the last endless weeks. Cancer - things can be done (please don't ever think I'm downplaying it or the disease) but I can deal with things that can be cured - so yes, this is what I expected - I musta seen a lucky clover which ensured I wouldn't have to beat this one.... must have been Paddy Boy and the EuroCelt channelling Dartmoor. Luck of the Oirish!!!!!!
jw - ha, my energy is rocketing right now (how does that happen - something good must be happening in the world)...
Bethie - oh, I miss our Baby Blue so much - I'm pretty sure he'll know tho - I've been chanelling him all day to make sure he knows and I do so hope our fella will be home to roost in the nest sooner than later. Love that fella bigtime. When he comes home - all will be well in my world. INo doubt he'll be throwing feather's out of his nest. Can't wait to see him.
You're all such special individuals - as important as each one of your fellow crews member - I sometimes pinch myself at why such a fab bunch of folk would have so much to do with me... and how much you mean to me (some may find it strange, but not me - chosen family)
anyhoo... I do wonder what my "next" will be, whatever it is, I know I can get thru anything.
<sorry, I'm schmoooozing tonight, emotions are blah.
oooooooooooooh....sooooooooooooooooo, ya wanna know what S-boy and I have been plotting and planning. Weeeeellll, OK, prepare to sit down... are you seated...
we are going with
Redcurrant Glory (damn, I keep reading that as morning glory

hohoho <shame on me, slaps wrist, ain't none of that happening round in these them parts!>
yep, I know, that's a little scary (room's nothing like that, but I reckon it will go well and word, ha - back wall is the feature wall and we're going with some left over paints from Links Tor (I have tins of them) which are Natural Hessian (
shhhhh, don't tell Margo.... it's a neutral.... but OMG, Redcurrant Glory will make up for that.)
Heh - what's the worst that can happen - if we don't like it, we paint over it.
Still got some paint to chip, all walls to sand tomorrow, skirting boards to sand and satinwood, coving to wash and paint, sealant coat on walls, then the paint. Could take me a while!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love rolling paint tho - huge satisfaction.
Then, the pics are out now (I have 3 original paintings but ... 'eh, not so contemporary - sooooooo, I have to do what I have to do - so Jack Vettriano's Singing Butler is gonna be ordered (yeah yeah, print, not original - I kinda have a thing about that painting) which will be opposite the feature wall... shall be changing some cushions to accessorise, carpet will be light in colour, hardwearing ( I want wood, but with the animals, and the experience of hardwood floors in Links Tor was not so good, so not practical). Then, kitchen will be painted, have a plan there already formed in my head. Charlie's room wll be Mulberry Burst with light walls, it's a funny shape room with a cornered ceiling, so this will work... and R-boy's room - I can no longer shrine and live in hope he will return anytime soon, tho it will always be R-'s room no matter what - so, bed out and will put a leather sofa-bed in... then guess what, we were looking up some cheap blank canvasses (cheap as chips) and I am going to Pollock some canvasses for the walls in Charlies and R-boys room. S-boy will have a go too - lots of tins of paint in the garden, canvas and... we will create. (Kitties might even get a go!) Can't wait.
Can't order the carpet til the end of the month when the August sales start... but that's a definite now - the room is heavily coated in pink dust.... the smell is not inviteing <ahem>
All in all - I'm awfully excited

It's not quite travelling the world - but.. I'm off that at this timeset for reasons I can't explain. Safe here tho - nothing to go wrong.
My only regret I know will be not getting the ceilings plastered, but... that will wait, it's liveable with. New light fittings to go in... as you may have guessed, I wanted to travel this summer but S-boy has skiing trip coming up, so I'm trying to justify any expenditure by the fact I rarely by anything other lenses and camera doodaa stuff... so I figured, this will give me as much pleasure whilst I've not been so fit lately. I spend a lot of time in this room, longer than most able people do in their lounge... so, after 3 years, I now need to really make it the home I wish to live in.
Waffling on a bit now a?
apols - but thanks for listening. Will be keeping you posted.
for those who are here silently - bless you all for being part of my life. Mags, JoeN, Babbling, RH, Alex, Stormy, Missy, TC on her island when she's able2....
et al - you're good good people - be so proud of you - lovin' y'all x
Would love to see the deckhands doing a shimmie, wouldn't that be the best
Blue Baby

... fly to the nest when you can - I miss you so. Soon baby - ly-massive. xox Take Care Of You - I'm hugging you soooo big Blue xox x
Be safe y'all
Thanks lovelies. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx