Chernobyl
oh my god.
I am in tears. Heavy heavy tears.
I have to say I had no clue what that place was. It was just a weird name for me all of my life that I liked saying. The name felt good on my tongue as a kid and I remember using that name for my pretned places , and some toys.
As an adult.. I still have no clue.
I have only made it about 1/2 way through that site and my throat is tight from crying.
But, I dont understand how... if his place was sealed as the website says.. abotu 20 years ago?? How are children of 3 and younger dying of horrible growths, cancer and other problems? Why is this still happening to people?
But my biggest question is why are they allowed to go on living? hate me if you will, I dont care.
But these are children of 3, 4, 6 maybe 7 years old who dont even know where they are. They have to eat off of the floor like dogs, or have their brains growing outside of their skulls and have no other hope for any normal life.
No. Im not saying we need to just kill them. But I have to say that I dont understand the treatments being given. I really dont. And if that makes me a cold hard bitch, so be it.
But Im looking at these kids whos body folds over on themselves, and the look in their eyes of .. really just not being alive... and I dont get it. It isnt their fault that their bodies are like this. It isnt their parents fault either.
But from the website, I really get the idea that there are aggressive treatments being given to these kids, and I realy dont understand why. What can a tiny baby, with a growth on his body that containes his kidneys, ever do with life?
What about that child who has to live tied up because he literally eats himself?
im sorry. im not posting these as questions for anyone to try to answer. Im sure I am not the first person to ever think these things, or wonder how in the hell this happened to other humanbeings. I am just writting what is in my head because I can not wrap my mind around this. It just does not make sense to me.