aidan wrote:POM - I don't agree that some people can't be educated. I do agree that some people (especially kids in adolescence) are not willing at that point in time to cooperate and actively participate in being educated. And it can look like they're not being educated in any way, shape or form.
But even if you just model how to treat people with respect and this girl learns nothing else- at least she's learning that. That's an important life skill and will increase her chances for success. In SPED - you have to break everything down to its most basic component. If you're only willing to recognize major milestones (like teaching this 16 year old to read when noone else has succeeded) they'll be few and far between and you'll never feel that you're achieving anything.
Because, this is what I've learned from working with kids like this girl for a really long time. At this point in her life, although she acts as if she's all that - the reality is she probably hates herself. And a lot of it might have to do with the fact that she feels inadequate academically and intellectually. So to save face, instead of being seen as someone who tries and still fails, (stupid- as you said), its more acceptable to her self-esteem to assure herself that she only fails because she doesn't care enough to try.
It's my own personal belief that my job in education is about more than imparting skills and knowledge. Because a lot of the people I work with need other things first- think Maslow's heirarchy of needs. They need acceptance of who they are (underneath the facade). They wear these facades because they believe, for whatever reason, they have to protect their true selves. So I work to let them know that I see someone likeable underneath the facade- and that it's safe for them to take that facade off in front of me. I don't care if they can't spell or write. I won't think they're stupid if they can't read at the age of sixteen. We'll start from wherever they are and just try to progress from there.
Because otherwise, I'd just be trying to cram information into a vessel that wasn't capable of accepting it or holding it. If you teach this girl nothing else except to love and accept herself-you've done more than your job. Because then eventually she'll be more able to learn facts, data and skills, and feel confident enough to admit, "I can't read. I'm sixteen years old, and I can't read. I need to let someone help me."
If her mother is as you describe her, this girl has probably never received "real" acceptance or caring from the most important person in her life. This can have a real and lasting negative impact on a person. And her inability or unwillingness to read - though crippling, I agree- is probably the least of it. Maybe in a strange sense it's the only way she can see to connect with her mother- you know - my mother hates to read and so do I...
Of course, in today's climate, you have the administrators breathing down your neck, and they don't particularly care that this girl doesn't like herself - they want a percentage point on a test. There are some cases where you just have to remind yourself, and tell your principal straight out that you might not get that number this year, but you're setting the stage to maybe get it next year- which is better than never- which it would be if you were to continue a futile battle of wills.
You do sound (from your experience, education and interests) really suited to working with young adults in a non-traditional setting. Your story (that you told here) and the perseverence you exhibited when you kept "failing" to get what you initially planned for would be something they could relate to. Hell, maybe you should even take this girl aside and tell her- let her see you as a human being who hasn't gotten every thing handed to her, and has had disappointments, etc. If one aspect of your relationship changes, the whole situation might.
I don't like all my students. But I don't ever let them know that. I don't put up with ****. I let them know their behavior is intolerable and unacceptable, but I never let them see I don't like them.
In my opinion, that would be inexcusable -hurtful and embarrassing to the child, and unprofessional of me. Even if I have to pretend I like them, I pretend - because I do believe it's my job to treat them all with respect and acceptance. The funny thing is - after pretending for a while, I almost always find, I've come to like them for real...sounds crazy I know...but it's true- and a lot of it is because they're behavior has changed- they've taken off the facade. And it's only at that point that you can get any real work done.
sorry i don't know how to quote just a part - congratulations, aidan, you understand what teaching is, understand that a problem student has a complex personality that requires an attitude that respects that complexness
i myself teach all kinds of senior high school personalities, some of them rebellious, some of them hardworking and disciplined - sometimes they make a too complicated class environment and i have to deal with it and they keep judging how fair i am - one of the latest discoveries i made was that i gave a couple of rebellious girls more benefits than others, after about 2 years of teaching them trying to find out how to get them work 100 percent which usually failed, i found out that the best i can do is let them sit where they sit at the back of the classroom, let them sit next to each other, not split them apart and that made them peaceful, respectful and grateful, i think they like me again - not that it is necessary that all students like the teacher, but they should somehow trust you, if you don't want to make teaching a military discipline
i always tell my students that i want them to respect - not only me, but the whole efforts of the class , our work, and i tell them that the respect i want is not in the sense of "adoring or praising me or anyone" but being polite, respecful in the sense of "caring about others and their needs"
There was a moment when a year ago they were supposed to write a 40 minute essay. The whole class started to write silently, all focused, except this little rebel with dreadlocks. I asked, are you going to write your essay, S.? And she said. No. I said why, don't you see all students are writing, why not you? I said that with a peaceful, kind tone. She yelled> They are all DIGS! ( i am not sure about the word, do you use it in US in the sense Students who try really hard to learn and get the best grades) I said nothing, just someting like uh huh... SHe started to write her essay in about 5 minutes and it was very good. SOmetimes it is better not to push a student. SHe will start by herself when she feels nobody pushes her.
There are two kinds of teaching - teaching those who sit there quietly and do whatever you tell them to do and they do it gladly and smile. To teach such students you just need to know about lesson planning, managing, eliciting, your subject as a whole, of course. The other kind of teaching is much more complex. TEaching students who rebel, refuse, yell, attack, test, disagree, criticize, cry, etc. requires an extra ability. It is something I am still learning about and it is very difficult because they didn't teach us this at university and i am not a natural talent for this kind of teaching. BUt as I said, if yhou don't want to be a soldier punishing students making them shrink with fear once you show up in the classroom, you have to be respectful, kind and know lots about psychology of groups and leading.
To get along with students without being a soldier is something I still see as an ideal.