I am not trying to show up at the wrong time even though it seems like that.
I have felt and I have said before that I feel some of you I consider like "family". There are just some things going on right now that I need to take care of. That is why I still come back to make a post and say hi even if I can't stay.
I appreciate the ones who have taken the time to help me (you know who you are because of pm's and email). I also know you do not want me to openly post your names. I have not had the time to read back and catch up but, I will try (another thing to add to my "to do list"). This list just keeps growing.
To the ones I am speaking to I do not always say the right thing and it sometimes does not come out the way I mean it. I do value your input, humor, honesty and generiousity. That is what helps me. I want to let you know that you are special (in a good way). Otherwise you a good
group of people. So, I am still counting on some of you to make it to
that ranch.
Just know you guys did nothing wrong in my eyes. I have really enjoyed your posts. You have made me laugh harder than I ever had sometimes.
You did not make me pee my pants though. Wasn't that what white once said? At least she was about to.
I hope to see when I do read back that one of you still has your page with the month listing when Marlboro will announce the winners. I do not want angel to stress about something when she does not need to. She said when things get fixed she will stop by the forum. I also know she does not have the time to read back the many pages because of her little ones. That keeps her busy enough. I do not know how she managed to do the contest and keep up at home especially with the little ones. She has a lot more energy than I do.
Sorry I missed you all again. Maybe tomorrow if you are here I can show up and not miss you.
Has anyone heard from horse lately? I have not. I emailed her. If you have and know how her horse did will you post it or email me. I was gone when her horse race went on. I wanted to know the results.
I will try to make a few posts tonight because I was told someone actually found them funny and miss it when I do not do it. Gosh someone actually read those.
Most of them showed how stupid I can be. They found it funny? So they think it is funny I am stupid?
I am joking about the emoticon.
I think it is funny when I do stupid things just because it shows no one is perfect. I just try to learn from those stupid mistakes, even though I might slip up and do it again. I try to see the positive side though.
