Gods of Distress (and others)

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i'm kinda 'bonded' with this one. reply and tell me how you like or dislike it. i'll be posting others soon

Kinda depressing

It's enchanting in a different sense -- and I assume it goes deeper than the words and the scene projected.

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oh it goes deep... very deep below...maybe someone who knows the me close enough would understand...

Truths of Today
Truths of Today
I still remember the world,
from the innocent eyes of the sinless child
Gradually, those fears vanished into thin air
Those dreams blossomed into realities
But my awkward feelings became premonitions
These premonitions stare into my swelled eyes
as the truths of today
And THIS is my utter truth of today
the dreaded emotions that used to paralyze me in my bed
The haunting nightmares who used to kill me
and foreclose my euphorias
and yet i enjoyed playfully
denying the reality of such visions
refusing to accept them as warnings
warnings to my foredoom
i had rejected
and it became
the truth of today

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i wrote this one today. it's kinda related to this earthquake that occured on 8th october 2005 in Asia.:

Waiting to be with you
Why do they want to prove that you're gone?
when you haunt me all along
i can smell your fresh fragnence
and i can feel you wipe away my tears
no matter how many reasons they give
I can still feel the wounds your distance has given my soul
and i searched everywhere
to find a trace
a single memory, which would tell me you're nomore
but my missions end unsuccessfuly
for i can't even place your grave
my heart aches with every word i hear
for i know you are here
and i can feel your hands on my shoulder
and your voice chases me
turning from silent whisper into deadly screeching noises
i live my life, my soul longing
to see your face
just once more
and i know that one day you will unveil yourself
I shall relinquish all my powers
and surrender all my energies
to see that one day
you shall know
your presence still lingers within my soul
and i'm waiting to be with you.

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i wrote this one today. it's kinda related to this earthquake that occured on 8th october 2005 in Asia.:

Waiting to be with you
Why do they want to prove that you're gone?
when you haunt me all along
i can smell your fresh fragnence
and i can feel you wipe away my tears
no matter how many reasons they give
I can still feel the wounds your distance has given my soul
and i searched everywhere
to find a trace
a single memory, which would tell me you're nomore
but my missions end unsuccessfuly
for i can't even place your grave
my heart aches with every word i hear
for i know you are here
and i can feel your hands on my shoulder
and your voice chases me
turning from silent whisper into deadly screeching noises
i live my life, my soul longing
to see your face
just once more
and i know that one day you will unveil yourself
I shall relinquish all my powers
and surrender all my energies
to see that one day
you shall know
your presence still lingers within my soul
and i'm waiting to be with you.

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sorry for the doublepost

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HISTORY

His story of yesterday
all those legends, myths, and words
piles and stacks of words
explaining kings and martyrs alike
fabrications and the blind beliefs
all of which we learn as history
is his story of yesterday
and today here i lie
scanning and probing restlessly
in search for what is yet to come
forgetting that it will be another story
tomorrow's story fo yesterday
now i'll pay all my wealth
only to know what awaits me
but isn't it all in this moment?
this moment which i take for granted
in search of something who's existence ins't asured
isnt' life all a combination of short stories?
stories of my present
categorized sophisticatedly
i demise my now.