here in kuWAIT

another day on the beach where the tides out too far to see//
i lie anchored ashore//
as my future sails further away from me//
surrounded only by sand thats not of paradise white//
i'd gratefully welcome the rain again washing me down on my doorstep clean//
but its hot as sin in damn near hell//
and i slave through the longest days, giving up on well wishing//
moon light my way//
guide me back to a day more familiar to me//
cuz being half a world from all i luv is mental anguish//
i smoke a smoke and wish i had a mix to drink//
if i had a sea shell i could atleast hear the ocean//
i smile for the thought, then go back to missing everything//
my dreams awake keep me at bay//
cuz i'm haunted by nightmares when i sleep//
i dream today that you lie next to me//
and nothings so bad anymore, i am repose with you in arms//
then i lose focus of that dream//
i miss you dearly, i miss my city and the clarity of the rain//
hocus pocus, i'm hexed severely, bounded here in kuWAIT