not the girl

tonight you tried to leave

tried to jump on your bike
tried to start the engine
and tried
to **** off out of my life




well **** you




i won't let you




i know things are hard

i know i'm not the girl

(the happy

(crazy) girl)

i used to be





and i'm sorry





but ****





don't just run away
because it's too hard






of course it's hard

it's supposed to be hard




if it wasn't
then it wouldn't be real...