Breaking up

Avery time I hear your voice I almost break down and cry.
Avery time I see you I ask my self "Why?"
I thought it was going well at least from my point of view.
I wish we could have started new.
I laugh a lot at school so my friends don't know
Of my sorrow and my woes.
However its been bottled up for so long now
I took a vow:
"To not let my feelings get in the way"
Thats what i'm beginning to say.
For feelings can be evil but they can be good as well.
However now i must bid you farewell.
Just rember this poem will never end as long as their is heart break
So for all those who lye awake,
This poem is for you I hope you don't share my fate