I'm new

I'm a new poet here i have wrote alot of poems in the past 2 monthes i just started i'll write 1 poem for now and if you like it i will post more.

DRY TEARS

You will never understand me
The reasons i stare blankly
A man who has seen his mom beaton
To be afraid to cry
To see his sisters dier
To feel no pain so as not to be hurt
Making so many jokes
So as not to be found out
My brain is going to burn out
For all i do is think
I am on the brink
Of lossing what i never had
But i cannot leave
For then who would tell my story?
So i am stuck with these thoughts of mine
But i will confin
Them to myself.
for it is I who Weeps with
Dry Tears

P.S:i can't spell good sry