LOL wilso... you ever sat in on an AA meeting? Sorry, not laughing at you, I promise. Yeah, you are correct one of the steps is giving yourself over to the "higher power". However, that "higher power" could be the tree your dog just peed on in the park the other day... LOL Whew... Ok, really, they do not like any mention of "God" in AA meetings, simply because they don't really embrace the idea of a "God". It's not about theology, but rather using the support system around you to find out what your "higher power" is. (Yeah, you guessed it. I spent some time there.
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It is incredible how many addicts find God. I think it's completely understandable. They are searching to fill a need that was once filled by something and now isn't. Obviously that need got there somehow and their first choice was to try and fill it with drugs, or alcohol, or whatever. For some people "reality" is just too harsh to deal with. I was like that for many years. When life serves you the same plate of crap over and over and over, eventually a persons will breaks. At least that has been my experience. Which is pretty much all I've got to go on... LOL