disillusionment

i believed in the goodness of all
pleasing, forgiving, and forgetting
afterall its human to err.
even when i was given no reason to believe,
i did whole heartedly.
even when you gave no indication of reciprocating
i was there giving my heart to all of you.
for our friendship id go to the end of the world and back.
in my dreamy blindness i missed the signs.
i gave all of you everything i had
even when i had none to give,
but just once i asked and i did not recieve.
bad timing i said, that is all, bad timing.
over and over and over again i gave u excuses
i kept giving, you kept taking.
while i was hurting the most
no one listened, no one cared.
i in my foolish dreamers paradise
created a friendship from dust
and to dust it will return.
a masochist i am not.
naieve? perhaps, but no more.
ask no more, take no more, for i will give no more.