I know what the word nihilist means, Husker, without invidious imputations from you or links to rude web sites . . .
If in everyday life, you are asked about continued existence after death by one of those people who would like to know everything but refuse to learn anything, the most appropriate and approximately correct answer is: 'After your death you will be what you were before your birth.' For this answer implies that it is preposterous to demand that a species of existence which had a beginning should not have an end; in addition, however, it contains a hint that there may be two kinds of existence and, correspondingly, two kinds of nothingness."
-Arthur Schopenhauer
What? Nothingness? My precious ego obliterated? Oh no.
Think nothing of it, edgar.
Or maybe it wasn't, after all.