Ya I would go on my own if I had enough money

so that is why I thought it might b better if a stayed with a relitive, and im 17 (i know it is a rehtorical question) kinda gives it away in my username

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Ahhh head gonna explode too much too think about, exams, revision for re-sits, university choices, cource choices, personal statement, holiday and I have lost my job not long ago