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A point of regret in our lives of something broke - Julius Fann, Jr

 
 
jufa
 
Reply Sun 9 Aug, 2026 07:57 pm
Regardless of our past, our moments of now, and wishfully believing our moments yet to be lived, my brothers and sisters, family, associates, and the lonesome, fearful moments of our walk on the soil of this earth we live on.

We are who we are, and no amount of pretending and denial can eclipse one second of our living. We are who we are regardless. And regardless of our success of failures, we find ourself sitting or lying alone with a point of regret in our lives of something broke in us that must be repaired, and only we can do it, and until we sincerely accomplish it mending, we will live wallowing in self-condemnation. "Everything broken leaves a clue. You just have to be patient enough until you find it."

I am the last strain of my generation. The Patriarch. I am the last person all things of necessity must go through to close the chapter of the generation of my conception. Should I not accomplish the closing, I will bear the burden in my soul until I am no more a body of flesh. It took me sixty six years to give peace of closure for my preceding generation to lay in peace, and I cannot begin to tell of the glory I received.

Suffering nor peace do not have understanding, they differentiates not between rich or poor, black or white, male or female, young or old or conditions. When anyone seeks to define either, it becomes an attempt to understand that which is as dark as midnight, or as brilliant as the sun at noonday. Carnal thinking is that attempt -whatever carnal thinking is - to rationalize the straight plank that is middled balance as a mind imbued with truth.

Thoughts are not labeled when arising the mind. Neither are they an independent power determining this is that and vice verse. Rising thoughts rides the wave of silence. They do not negate suffering or joy." Suffering is ended when joy enters the scene. But then, even joy can resort to suffering when fear become the elephant of the sense's in the room. This happens by remembrance. It is not, however, the awareness of an individual or event remembered, it is the pain and pleasure of unknown fear, of repetition within the awareness of the absolute one living.

Those who purposely catch the living vision of Spirit Consciousness within themselves, as the few who came, caught and transitioned the flesh with glorified bodies set themselves free, or set the standard for achieving this freedom for those persons living now, and will come after them.

Never give power to anything a person believes is their source of strength - jufa
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BeezusChrist
 
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Reply Mon 10 Aug, 2026 06:36 am
@jufa,
I don't know. This feels too final to me. I like a lot of this message, but it feels like it is saying that we can never change, and I just am not convinced that that is the case.
jufa
 
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Reply Tue 11 Aug, 2026 11:17 am
@BeezusChrist,
In a dimension where human material forms appear from and event between two individuals, and mature only to disappear in singularity as it began. Filling the space between the arc of birth and death that has no meaning simply because death halts forwardness is more than seemingly final, it is conclusive.

No matter what an individual does, the goal of birth is death. And should one have set out to make a difference while living, acting and reacting between the arc of being born to die, what conclusion can one be skeptical of that will change that finality? Who will ever know of your existence when you will not have left a mark of evidence that you were here when the grave has shut down all your communication in the world of the living? - jufa
BeezusChrist
 
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Reply Fri 14 Aug, 2026 07:10 am
@jufa,
You do not need everyone to know that you were are. You need only to make those that matter aware that you were and they will do the rest.
jufa
 
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Reply Sat 15 Aug, 2026 06:28 am
@BeezusChrist,
And who are the everyone's in need? Humanity is tie together with everyone in life through the silver core of life, and it is not for me, or you to discern who it is that needs to be touched.

Everything in my world begins with me, and my world is my universe inclusive of all I am aware of. Where do differential exclusion begin and, therefore, end in the acceptance of the free gift of live, and giving it back to the free flow of inclusion?
Frank Apisa
 
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Reply Sat 15 Aug, 2026 06:41 am
@jufa,
I am now 90 years old...and the oldest member of my extended family. I feel a lot more positivity in my life than I read in what you wrote. (I acknowledge that I may have misread what you intended.)

I look forward to each morning meeting with the other members of my foursome to make our way around the golf course. We do this three or four times each week during the reasonable weather times...and even at least once or twice a month during less clement times. We, each of us, marvel at how great it is to be out in the beauty that our planet offers to us.

Life is good. Enjoy it. This is not a dress rehearsal.
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jufa
 
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Reply Sun 16 Aug, 2026 09:51 am
@Frank Apisa,
How does one get busy dying without collateral of permanence? Was it by realizing your human destiny is locked in a circle of humanism? The very second you were birthed in this world your living was to die. You get busy dying by living who you are. Nothing you do in this world will attach itself to you except reciprocated memories you impressed on what, a dead sea. You were and will always be what you came into this world with, and that is you. Conscious memories are rediscovering. You lived what you were. What memories you lost yet are still locked into that you can no longer depended on martialism that will dissolve into impermanent you because you are corporeal. You have nothing to look forward to that has any meaning except, I hope to.

Regardless of what you do in this world, no one will remember your existence in it, as you will not remember it. - jufa
BeezusChrist
 
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Reply Mon 17 Aug, 2026 07:35 am
@jufa,
That is for you to find out. It is the never ending search in life to find those that are in need of us.
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Frank Apisa
 
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Reply Mon 17 Aug, 2026 08:34 am
@jufa,
jufa wrote:


How does one get busy dying without collateral of permanence? Was it by realizing your human destiny is locked in a circle of humanism? The very second you were birthed in this world your living was to die. You get busy dying by living who you are. Nothing you do in this world will attach itself to you except reciprocated memories you impressed on what, a dead sea. You were and will always be what you came into this world with, and that is you. Conscious memories are rediscovering. You lived what you were. What memories you lost yet are still locked into that you can no longer depended on martialism that will dissolve into impermanent you because you are corporeal. You have nothing to look forward to that has any meaning except, I hope to.

Regardless of what you do in this world, no one will remember your existence in it, as you will not remember it. - jufa


I could have broken this down and asked a dozen, "You know this how?" But why waste time.

I am sure you think you are imparting some dynamite philosophical thoughts here, but you really ought to state them a bit more succinctly. Attempting to make it sound like intellectualism is tougher than you apparently suppose. You don't have the knack yet.

You come across to me like someone throwing paint at a large canvas and supposing the result is comparable to a Jackson Pollock. Even he did conventional painting before transitioning to the abstract. Best to mirror the easier to understand philosophers before attempting this Kantian stuff.
jufa
 
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Reply Mon 17 Aug, 2026 08:41 pm
@Frank Apisa,
If you could have, you wouldn't be meandering, shooting down the street and cutting around the corner wasting your energy and my time. But that what happen when one is looking up trying to dodge the dropping of those sitting on branches above them.
Now irrespective of all you say with conjecturing thoughts, one thing is sure, I got your attention, and you are reading what I put to you. Oh! what a joy it is to see one trailing me attempting to steal my knowledge.

Thank you for your devotion!!!
Frank Apisa
 
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Reply Tue 18 Aug, 2026 03:28 am
@jufa,
jufa wrote:

If you could have, you wouldn't be meandering, shooting down the street and cutting around the corner wasting your energy and my time. But that what happen when one is looking up trying to dodge the dropping of those sitting on branches above them.
Now irrespective of all you say with conjecturing thoughts, one thing is sure, I got your attention, and you are reading what I put to you. Oh! what a joy it is to see one trailing me attempting to steal my knowledge.

Thank you for your devotion!!!


Nice try...for a kid.

But no cigar.

I did get a laugh out of it...and I thank you for that.

"...steal my knowledge."

That is great!

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