slkshock7 wrote:But agnostics must agonize over [death], not knowing for sure one way or other. My only guess is that somehow at the end, they lean toward a theist or atheist position, or rationalize that whatever god might exist simply won't care about them.
Why would you guess that? None of us know what the next day will bring, and somehow still manage to go to sleep each night because we have confidence that we will be able to deal with whatever life - or death - brings us.
Death is most likely an end to consciousness, ego and awareness, like deep sleep or anesthesia. My consciousness may be reincarnated into a new body and forget everything it learned. It may be set free to roam the universe and enjoy the pleasures of a billion billion planets, or explore new dimensions of existence. I may become a ghost or spirit watching over loved ones.
There may be an omnipotent God, and if so, it has a LOT of explaining to do. There may be a different god and heaven for every religion, with God-free zones for atheists. There may be lots of gods and they pick players/pawns (or we join our chosen God/Goddess's team) for games or wars. Given the gods' propensity for war, maybe only warriors who died bravely in battle go to heaven. Maybe God lied and everyone goes to hell. Maybe the gods are aliens who feed off our fears and suffering. Who know whether they want sparkling souls, obedient slaves, polished minds, loving hearts, or faithful pets who will amuse them with tricks?
If there is a judgmental God, hopefully it is honest and will treat us fairly regardless of gender, creed, and racial heritage. If it is the God of the Bible, there is very little chance of that, and I would not count any promises it made to anyone.
In any case, it is not worth worrying about. We will all find out soon enough.