a pawn shop love

stupid ridicule
the books oldest fool
I fell for you
or at least pretended too
because girls like me should
fall for guys like you

too bad I'm more then that now
too bad your street cred
has worn thin
too many drunk nights
made me see who we
really are
nothing

Regardless of all this
I play the games
like a child plays make believe
you be the rock star I the diva
forget it I've had enough
furstration has leaked though
and you lied
about everything
everything
was one big ******* lie

remember...
wait you can't you were
too drunk, either way
your friends cock
felt good in my hand.
go do what you have to
cry in the back...

I'm through with this
it was never you
I was interested in
but rather the lines
that lay across
your office desk
and some how
I confused that for love
it was an addiction your
company, you bought my time
and i'm tired it's old
goodbye.