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Fri 2 Sep, 2005 10:57 pm
I saw you for the first time today.
Its been so long.
I didn't even think it was even,
You when you walked through the door.
I felt your stare locked on me,
So I looked away, ignored you for so long.
I told my self not to feel.
I warned myself of the pain she left in her wake.
I felt those horrible feelings I felt for her.
"Just tell me when it's over" is all I could think.
Every moment more tense than the last.
Every feeling more profound than the last.
Please just let me die here since you ripped out my heart.
Let me die here on this bench in the middle of the park.
I hate this feeling, this awful feeling, the feeling of remorse.
Regret.
Knowing I should have got out earlier,
Knowing I shouldn't have what I did in the first place.
It's your smile, your laugh.
God, make these feelings flee from me,
My soul cannot bear another heartbreak.
-End
I'ma angsty little beast, aren't I?
We're whalers on the moon, we're whalers on the moon. And use a harpoon
I do like a lot of your stuff TJP and there's a good base to this but it just jumps around too much, and it's you and it's she and urgh it just puts me off - sorry!
Yeah, I was meaning to put the back story to it, but I havent so here it is.....the other friday I was at my friend Chris' house. And he failed to mention to me that my X gf was coming to town to hang out..somehow it just "slipped" his mind...so she shows up and is all like "hey!" and i'm like "WHAT THE FLIP?!@?#$" And we hung out, not by choice by but force with him and her sister... needless to say it was a HORRIBLE experience..
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