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..Fucked over left me for dead, with death in my head..
..from the second we met I felt a mental connect..

..But now with the vent in my neck from get'n my throat cut..
..I see it for what it was, for a second I rose up..

..Then it was to much to take didnt know what ta do..
..other than load 6 hollow tips in the clip of my 22..

..contimplated suicide within and through the lies..
..through the rumours, murder.... and crew of guys..

..walked these streets with my hand on my heat..
..for months on end, 3 AM, went damaged for weeks..

..couldnt sleep at night, said **** it with defeat in spite..
..Became a theif at night, I was like a demon fear'n the light..

..the first, the worst, memory the curse of sex..
..She told me she loved me and wished me the world's success..

..but in the back of her mind was she laugh'n or cry'n?..
..Know'n she had me fooled and didnt catch it in time (I wonder)..

..Where shes at now prolly in the depth of me haunt'n..
..A girl who spread open to get the attention she wanted..

..I can see it now, 18 years old with 5 kids..
..What shes up to now...... is none of my biz..

..but life is a bitch and so is the game of love..
..Held a knife to my neck and I prayed to above..

..Allah, Mohammud, Jesus and Jahova..
..It dont matter what you call him, fall and he'll hold ya..

..swift like the strike of a cobra through the nights it was ovah..
..smoked a cigarette and knocked out from the corona..

..felt I was on the, wrong road so I had to oppose the..
..tracks I was on and find the bitch for some closure..

..What the ****, another one of faits barrays of ****..
..I went on days and flipped on some dude on the vegas strip..

..threw punches I was ready to kill, ready to die..
..in a fucked up state of mind think'n about get'n high..

..But I knew it wasnt worth it..... so I said **** it..
..held down by family when they dont trust my own judgement..

..I'm a grown fuckin man, dont leave, gimme some space..
..and any doubts in ur minds is get'n shoved in ya face..

..I thought live'n in trailers and motels was the end of the game..
..But I soon found out the real begin'n of pain..