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Mon 25 Jul, 2005 02:52 pm
why should i stay sitting down
i have more to gain by not even existing
but im buried alive in the back of my mind
so ill dig myself out to relieve the frown,
and what do i have..
if i ever gave a fu@k i gave it away a long time ago
traded it for love so now i do have to go
what happens if these voices in my head are mine
where do i leave to get something to find
im falling into madness, so why not fly
to where there arent any of you,
to where there is nothing that is true
and this seems as though its not that far at all
just come over and have a conversation, no please dont,
if thats what u can call-
it makes me healthy, cause im already sick
having enough logic to know that your thick
having enough of nothing to know what this is.
Have a hug medra - you sound like you need it!
There's not really a lot to critic... this sounds like the kinda thing I write to get emotions on paper rather than something written in the cold late of day to express those emotions... if that makes sense?
Keep writing... it helps
My thoughts exactly, Bek!
Keep writing, and thanks for sharing. I can relate to that.
Same days
yeah thank you, this was something i just let come out of my mind, instead of writting which i usually dont do unless it sticks you know, these were just words to fill the gap inbetween my thoughts, i was getting frustrated (Seneca-check him out) or frustrtating myself as usual, i find it beneficial to be this serious about life, about its nature, and how sometimes this whole process of life can seem very difficult but if you just relax you see that its not that hard, i enjoy the many aspects of our emotioinal states, so sometimes i will concentrate on one rather than another or none at all. thank you for your replies!
medra