Hating works really well for some people.
Is it rich and diverse with a lot of subtlety, experience and expression?
What is the root cause and primary motivating force that builds tension and depth in the vivid human endeavor grappling with ones destiny? How does the emotion grow, motivate and feed you the "stuff of life"? What is your Source, and the medium of such conflicted desires, shaping your very sense of identity, to activate such a perceptive and large existence?
Express or regress! Egress without transgress! SAY it now!
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"Everything is a mirror ... of something else that we care deeply about".